Sueños

Dreams are a funny thing to me lately.  I have never been able to remember my dreams as an adult.  In the past, if I had remembered them at all it might have just been a nightmare.  And that only happened once a year at the most.  Lately in the last several weeks, I remember having dreams every single night.  Plaguing me.  Almost tormenting me.  This is very unusual for me as I have never experienced such a thing in my life before.  No, they are not nightmares this time but... something else.  

Western medicine say that dreams are the minds way of dealing with your life.  Spiritualists say it is Gods way of speaking to you; giving you direction.  Whatever they are, they keep me sleeping well into 10 or more hours a night and I feel tired through the day. 

They are always about the same thing.  The same person.  The same subject.  ...and the pain and suffering that goes along with it.  I don't like it.  I wish it would stop. 

I need to work.  I need to bury myself in work so I don't think about my dreams.

"The supreme irony of life is that hardly anyone gets out alive."
~Robert A. Heinlein